Tuesday, July 15, 2008

sucks

Life sucks in SP man. I totally regret studying SP, no life LIFELESS I should say. I don't feel like coming to school, no motivations to study. Every morning when i woke up first thing in my mind "SIAN" I only look forward to see my clique pei xuan hanisah and si ling. LIFE SUCKS. I am so damn stress now, with all the test and exams and projects.

Seriously I miss secondnary school life where we come to schooll not so study but to bitch and gossip around. How I miss those days with all my darlingsss laugh and talk and gossip all day.

I'm so slack in secondnary , I don't feel much stress. But in SP i feel so stress, never have I feel so stress before. I'm so tired when I get home everyday.Wanted to have a early rest, BUT NO, I still have lots of things to study and do

WHY do we need to study, has anyone thought of that questions. Just to get a paper which maybe is a recycled paper. To get a paper that is wet when you pour water, that is burn if you burn it. ANyway MY point is after studying for so long, in the end we just get a paper.
DAmn it what shit am I crapping

Human come to this world to suffer. REALLY When we were born, around 3 plus we start to study untill university. which is 3 years old to 25 years old, we spend so much time on educations. ANd then after that when we get into workforce, we get to work the all the way till we retired. Presumme we live till 70. How much time have we left .??? just merely that 20 to 10 years maybe. OMG SUCH a pathetic life we had.

Never have I once laugh when I was in secondnary school, never was I once looking forward to go to school and never was I once looking forward for a new day to come and feel so happy for no reasons, after I get into this school.